and the apple beer started to taste awful
June 2013
had two beers and should be a bit tipsy I think(I wasnt drinking for the last 5 years)
(Im still on meds but fuck this today)
but I’m stone cold sober
everybodys happy drinking, and I feel so isolated I dont get the feeling in the group
feeling lonely in the crowd is the worst
“You’re a ghost driving a meat coated skeleton made from stardust, what do you have to be scared of?”
—~ Porkbeard (via criminalwisdom)
“If sexism is a gun, men hold it. And sometimes it recoils and hits them and that HURTS…but not as much as getting hit with the bullet.”
—Laura, my perfect goddess friend (via lagertha-lodbrok)
soo bored.
I’d like to go out but theres nothing to do in my tiny little hometown.
“Tea tempers the spirits and harmonises the mind, dispels lassitude and relieves fatigue, awakens thought and prevents drowsiness, lightens or refreshes the body, and clears the perceptive faculties.”
—Confucius (via slychedelic)
- ✿✿✿: sometimes i just feel like
- ✿✿✿: i dont want a name
- ✿✿✿: or a gender
- ✿✿✿: i dont want anything that can define me i just want to be hollow and full of magic and glitter instead of organs,
- ✿✿✿: when people ask my name i want to be able to say
- ✿✿✿: nothing and everything and the salty wind off the sea and flowers when they close at night
- ✿✿✿: and when people try to guess my gender i want to say that i dont have one and that i never did and i want to have a beard and braid it with ribbons and wear pink eyeshadow and a cute dress and have lots of tattoos and instead of any defining organs i just want to have flowers that stay alive forever
...and then they came for the trans* people. →
2ndcouncilhouse.co.uk
mighty man noodle: calming websites →
gonnaslapabitch.tumblr.com
okay! so. here are some websites that i’ve found helpful, as distractions or deterrents from anxiety and/or sadness.
- silk - use rotational symmetry to create beautful art
- create your own nebula - the title says it all
- looking at something - rain sound effect, move…
“While many think the Q obviously denotes “queer” – especially in today’s media-saturated culture that unapologetically showcases LGBT people in television shows like “Queer as Folk” and “Queer Eye for the Straight Guy” – the Q can also refer to “questioning.” Like LGBT people, this sexual identity group also transgresses hetero-normativity, because these people do not see or identify themselves as heterosexuals. However, they also do not identify themselves socially, politically, or culturally as LGBT because they are questioning their sexual identity; hence the letter Q. Often folks who are “bi-curious” fall under the “Q” lettering.”
—Questioning Sexuality Through the Q’s
By Irene Monroe (via biquest)
By Irene Monroe (via biquest)
sometimes I’m sitting on facebook and thinking how much I hate all these people
all the fatophobes, misandrists and “feminist” pro lifers, all the people who hate girly girls and people who send jokes about domestic abuse- just go all of you and fuck yourself
what if you mixed homeskooled john and trickster john
and got soft grunge john
THE SITUATION HAS CHANGED →
tictocrabbit.tumblr.com
THE SITUATION HAS CHANGED
Those that follow me know that I posted this earlier today. THE SITUATION HAS DRASTICALLY CHANGED.
My parents, instead of being thankful I wanted to help, became somewhat enraged when I told them I was leaving my job on Wednesday. So enraged, in fact, that over the course of the past four hours, I have been threatened, my fiance has almost been assaulted, and the pair of us were thrown out of the house. His pride hurt, my fiance told me to choose, my father or him. I begged my father to take me back, and let me stay in my home.
My mother told me that I have thirty days to get out. She went on to say that I was her primary disappointment in life, and that she didn’t love me nearly as much as she thought she did.
Disowned by my parents, and my fiance taking back his engagement ring, I have nothing. I have thirty days to raise $2,000 or else I am homeless. Utterly homeless. My support system is gone. I have no family, no fiance, and no friends, in this area.
Please donate, if you have the money, or signal boost the shit out of this.
Donate to my paypal account to belle62568@yahoo.com. I only have a bed for the next 30 days and I’m so frightened,
Help me please.
Things have gotten progressively worse. I’ve tried to keep upbeat, even with my mother continuing to tell me how horrible I am, my fiance blaming me for everything and taking his ring back, and my job shitting all over me at every turn.
I was reminded today that I now only have 20 days left. I’m half way there to being homeless, but I’m below even 1/4 of the way of being towards my goal. I’ve sold jewelry, things that had been precious to me, and most of my electronics save for this laptop. I have $300 raised. My job has cut my hours to the point I’m basically just going to pay for gas.
So, at this point, I feel pretty damn hopeless.
I appreciate everyone’s support up until this moment. I love you all very much. I think I need to lie down.
Donate or signal boost, because I honestly have no idea what else I can do.
Six types of Love
Eros
a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love
Ludus
a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at onceStorge
an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on similarityPragma
love that is driven by the head, not the heartMania
obsessive love; experience great emotional highs and lows; very possessive and often jealous loversAgape
selfless altruistic love; spiritual
So… I’ve experienced Eros and Pragma, I like the idea of Ludus and I think I’m longing for Agape.
Why do not people discuss these definitions more?